hang out sama peejaydee.

tadi pagi awal ku bangun. kalah ni urang yang kan berkeraja or skulah. HAHA. iski. nada wah,i woke up around 8-ish. a little bit earlier from the usual. the usual time is 10-ish. ;DD PASAL AKU ISKI, TODAY LEPAK SAMA PEEJAYDEE!!!

tadi pagi aku sempat buat a home-made facial mask. supaya kulit ku tampak cerah and berseri. biar mata si PEEJAYDEE berkilau-kilau. HAHAHA. ;DDD

then tadi afternoon, he came to my house. kami ngobrol ajaa~ inda buat apa-apa. *kirai2. (: aand took our pictures! aku bida tuu disana, pasal i was kinda nervous aand malu. aku awkward kepadanya, because sudah lama tidak ketemu dengannya. aand tadi, I nearly confessed to him that I couldn't get over him. tapi my tongue tied! pfft. (: at last, we... KISSED?! omg! aku really inda sengaja. HAHA. i felt guilty arah aduul♥ wah that time. -.- tapi inda apa, at least we had fun. aand awesome kami tadi. (: bytheway, PEEJAYDEE makin cute. HAHA. ;DDD

head over heels.

tadi aku chat with PEEJAYDEE(bukan nama sebenar). he wanted to hang out with me at his crib because he was bored. BORED KANN, BUKAN RINDU?~ i know he missed me, tapi saja ia inda ngakun because i know he has a very strong ego. ia majaal waa but aku inda mau, pasal it's already late night. how i wish his house is just a scream away from my house, sanang juaa ku bejalan kaki. ani malam kali sudah ah, aand i don't really have a guts to walk alone from my house to his house. if ada dangan maybe yes, macam kami dulu time couple. HAHAHA. omg! terkenang. aku relief! atleast i did told him that i do miss him tadi. (: boh! tiraah llbk. HAHA. aand that guy menyamal pasal aku inda mau hang out sama ia, not now dear. maybe next time, tunggu me free okaay. hehe. ;DDD he said he'll wait for me to say yes kan hangout sama ia. if wait to say 'yes' kan couple bisai. HAHAHAHA. ;DDD boh! bohh! inda ingat boyfriend sudah aku ah. astaghafirullah. ;pp

bitching.

two days ago, aduul♥ his mum aand I jalan-jalan. First, we went to the hospital, aduul♥ antar his documents ke medical report office. then, we went to my mum office, kami ambil ic ku aand duit. then we went to buruh in kb, aand aku panat. HAHAHA. ;DDD then kami went to b.Mobile, menguruskan mama ku punya sim. then, kami tiga strolled kbtown. HAHA. then, kami went to jubile sekajap pasal his mum ngaleh. (: then he sent me home. before that we picked his brother di sekulah ugama. adinya cali waa, malu-malu kucing sama aku. HAHA. ;DDD


yesterday, kami one family went to my grandparent house. aku ngaleh wah, ngaleh duduk! HAHAHA. aand cousins jauh ku stared at me macam aku ni pelacur saja. HAHA. kenapa kah durang, tapi aku ignored. malas ku kelaie wah time urang sedih-sedih ani. HAHA. ;D then, aku ngusut kan balik awal pasal aku kan TIDURR. tidur taie kuntut. aku kan beninja juaa. HAHA. then at last kami balik around 10 pm. then smpai rumah around 12. HAHA. macam dari bandar saja. LOL. then, dalam kul 12.30 am aku jumpa aduul♥~. siukk! lama sudah inda jumpa malam. haha. ;DDD


aku masih batuk-batuk! :s

aku lupa kawan.

lama dah ni inda post. HAHA. ;DDD I just wanna share saja. guess what? two nights ago, my bestfriend dari damit chat sama aku. she said she's in one of the six form school in bandar. aand she said one of KAWAN kami pun ada study disana jua. tapi aku cakap aku inda kenal 'KAWAN' kami atu. tapi actually I know her. it's just because ia bukan 'KAWAN' ku lagi. HAHAHA. ;DD pasal tahun ini sayaa punya azam is to ignore 'ASSHOLE' yang pernah BACKSTAB aku dulu. tahu jua ku urang ucap aku belakang-belakang ani. HAHA! if urang yang pernah backstab aku or buat salah kah apa kah ia, aku buat-buat saja inda kenal. i wish never know them. HAHAHA. ;DD or aku buat ia macam angin. HAHAHA. ;DD

tapi adakaan urang atuu dulu ia begging minta maaf pat aku sampai buat display name "you're the best friend that i ever had" arah msnnya. . HAHAHA. ku maafkan pulang tapi the next day ia ucap lagi. HAHA. urang cematu tah yang paling siaal nah! HAHAHA. ;DD
ia pikir aku ni sanang kali kana pijak-pijak. kau karang ku pijak. HAHAHAHA. ;DDD

tapi yang sudah ku bebaik sama durang tuu okay lah. kami kawan! aku inda mau kelaie lagi sama kamu. ;DD aku sayang kawan ku, pasal durang banyak tolong aku. I believe kamu are the best. (:

post ku today boring, just a random thought. HAHA. ;D

aku masih lagi selsema. aand aku LLBK! inda awesome wah LLBK ani. LLBK balik arah urang yang aku payah-payah kan lupakan. macam shiiit~ HAHAHA. Sudah ku lupa kan ia wah banarnya, tapi ia text aku pat msn, falling tah ku tarus arah ia. aku inda mau block urang arah msn, aku BAIK. HAHA. ;DD

happy!

i'm so happy because i got my voice back! HAHAHAHA. ;DDD aand ohh! hamster ku beranak ariatuu (19thAPRIL). HAHAHAHA. anaknya sepuluh ekor. (: AWESOME RIGHT?!

aku demam!

okaay, i'm so effin lazy today. i'm having a fuckin fever now, it was like shiit~ it is my first time having a fever,this year. -.- it feels so suffocating. the cough is killing me, aand i've a running nose. aand a headache too! i nearly finished my paracetamol pills but my headache masih belum hilang. saaaad! aand unfortunately, i'm being ignored dirumah, aku emo wah dibilik seorang diri macam trash usul ku. HAHA. ;D i need hangouts!! boyfriend, i need you. pick me up. HAHA. ;DDDD

in the afternoon, my mum brought me to BSB. before that we went to the shell petroleum in seria. then, one of the workers who I used to call 'superman' looked at me and gave me a smile. i was like OMG! *melted.* baik tarus demam ku. HAHAHAHA. ;D atuu yaa, dari seria sampai tutong aku senyum memanjang. HAHAHAHA. (: OMG! his smile is still in my head! HAHAHA. ;D

tadi I went to giaant. aand ada guy ani with his mum, that guy gave me a OMG-looked. then kamu tau apa? something unexpected dan memalukan wahh di seluarku. LOL! nasib juaa urang atu inda hot, if ia hot, tapuk ku tuu dalam mesin ATM. HAHAHAHAH. palui. then, aku usai lah seluarku aand malu-malu masuk giant. HAHAHAH. ;DD ihh buduh buduh. HAHA.

tuxs'n'dresses nite.

tadi we went to the tuxs'n'dresses prom night. at first it was so effin awesomee! because I met my beloved aduul aand my awesome friends si ayu aand suzy! OMG! my boyfriend was wonderful that night. HAHA. Aand ayu look alike stacey. HAHA. she's so effin gorgeous macam aku! HAHAHAHA. (: aand suzy pun lawa juaaa. ;D the promnight was awesome at first because I met loads of people. aand guess what?! something caught my attention. it was him, my crush! HAHAHA. OMG! I stared at him like forever, boh! aku curang. no, i'm not! aku cinta mati sama aduul wahh! it was just a stare, he's so daamn hot mahn! His name is _______! HAHAHA. i shouldn't mention his name here, he's well-known so lets just STFU.. HAHAHAHA. ;DD aand he was like curi-curi tengok aku kaliah! i saw it, baby. HAHA. ;D then I saw syaafeeca's best enemy, si didie a.k.a si langau aand her friends si fuza which is ayu's best enemy too, aku pun dislike durang kaliah! HAHAHA. mau-mau. pasal durang poseur. HAHA. fuza was wearing the worst outfit i ever saw. macam ia pakai dress aand 'SETUKIN PANJANG YANG STRIPES WARNA ITAM PUTIH aand KASUT CONVERSE?' i was like 'WTH?!' is she goin to the prom or to a circus? HAHAHAHA. aand they were like staring at me as if aku ani sial! aand I managed to control myself, I ignore those fuckface PASAL I'VE CHANGED INTO A BETTER PERSON!! then, I saw my old friends aand that guy whom I mentioned earlier in my previous blog but not I don't feel like admiring him anymore because he looks gay. HAHA. nadawah. idkw. then I saw the nerd guy who I used to adore when I went to the previous prom. The nerd guy was there too. eventhough ia nerd, still AWESOME! HAHA. aku inda minat ia sudah. kinda turn-off thing. HAHA. ;DDDD aand I ate loads of marshmallows. HAHA. sawan marshmallow ku. HAHA. ;DD I really enjoyed the prom so much! eventhough at last it was boring because loads of people went home so early. HAHAHA. ;D

ayu and I took a loads of pictures. I wish I can post it here. unfortunately, I can't because I'm using my cellphone. well, aku miskin laptop ni. HAHAHAHAHA. ;DD OPERA v.6 sucks bigtime!! ohh-ohh then, durang faiz performed at last, when the prom almost nearly over. HAHAHA. aand, OMG, those moshers are hot!! OMG! it has been awhile I haven't seen those moshers moshed on the mosh pit. aand I was like so excited watching them moshed dangerously on the dancefloor. aku mau ikut moshing wah banarnya! But my boyfriend didn't allow me. so aku headbanging so extremely till my neck hurt. ;DDD

the prom was over, there were a fight in kbtown. crowded berabis wahh disana. aand I went home because I'm not interested. HAHA. (:

new life.

I'm seventeen now aand I've decided to start my new life. Aku mau jadi anak yang pintar, aku mau jadi teman yang setia. aand I'm ready to forgive anyone. ;DD aku indaa mau kelaie lagi sama BITCHES pasal aku grown up sudah. aand pasal when i was sixteen, aku kuat cari pasal. BWAHHAHAHAHAHA. ;DDD I'm sick of it, you know. aaand aku mau sayaaaaaang semua orang especially my boyfriend, bestfriends aand family. HAHA. aand apa lagi ah?? oh! aand I don't wanna think about the past. (: past is past. sixteen's overr. aand aku inda jadi buat blog ku as private pasal I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ABOUT THE PAST. HAHA. GET IT, BITCH?! ;D dear enemy, please backoff! jangan majal, okay. aku lupa kamu sudah. kelaie sendiri saja if kan majal kan kelaie sama aku. HAHAHA.

oh it's been awhile I didn't post anything here, I was quite busy these days. sorry guys. -.-''

Aku ada new addictive hobbies. It is HOOLAHOOP. yaaay! aku suka main hoolahoop nowadays. ;DDD that's why aku jarang online msn or friendster or facebook sudaah. aand I'm listening to FM Static now. HAHAHA. ;DDD aku sukaaa. OMG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA. we love you so much! mwaa! aand I can't wait for tomorrow prom night. It'll going to be WHOAA-AAWESOME! HAHAHA. ;DDD

In Memory.

In Memory,
Tangkai @ Nangkai bin Oyut.
May You Rest In Peace, Grandpa. :'(
We all love you! He's the best grandpa ever.


I got stung by a bee tadi when my sis aand I were searching for our dad. we passed by near a bunch flower trees then we got stung. inda sakit pulaang, just feel numb aand itchy. till now. -.-''

indaa jadi jumpa aduul! canceled. fuck!shit!bastard kau farah rosakkan plan ku! HAHA. sialbabichibai. -.- im so not fucking in mood now, kan jadi hulk ku kajap lagi. siaaaaaaaaal!

HB to ME.

Happy Seventeen Birthday To Nurul Atirah Ramlee. Stay gorgeous,baby. HAHAHA. ;DD aku mau start a new life aand changed into a better person, aand happy with the loved one, friends aand family. ;D aand yeaah! starting from tomorrow onwards, i'll make my blog as private. hee. ;DDD pasal ada stalkers ni, aku inda suka wah.

yesterday, as I mentioned on my last post, we were having a function in lumut. alhamdulilah, semuanya berjalan lancar. ;DDD balik dari rumah nini, my mum, daad, kakak tiqah, syaafeecaa aand I went to the carnival which is held on the 10th of april to 12th of april at the padang aac in seriaa. syaafeecaa aand I jalan-jalan dengan awkward kami pasal kami pakai baju kurung, tapi ia baju kurung biasa. aku baju kurung modern, yang sexy aand ada tube. HAHA. ;DDD actually I decided to change my outfit in the toilet, tapi aku kesian tengok syaafeeca pakai baju kurung sorang. well, sehati sejiwa kali ah! HAHA. ;DD so, I wear baju kurung sajaa. then, I saw si QAIRAWANI. she was staring at me. Inda habis-habis kan cari pasal saja! bodoh kali. muaa macam karok lungkang dalam botol sehat! mata tebeliak macam kan tekeluar saja, ku sula karang baru tau. HAHAHA. rambut inda besisir macam nenek lampir. HAHAHAHAHA. pencuri handphone urang! HAHAHA. aand ia ucap kawan ku gamuk macam babi, ia kurus macam batang mancis mun kana tiup kipas terabah kali ia. HAHAHAHAH. ;D kali, aku gtau syaafeecaa, kali ia cakap si 'EUWWW'. HAHAHA. aku tantang ia berabis! ia jua cakap kan if teclash malu meliat ia, bila juaa! ku tantang ia yang tuleh-tuleh kiri kanan dapan blakang. HAHA. kali aku bagitau mama ku, 'ma, bini-bini atu lah yang ucap aku anak ampang dulu.' kali mama ku cakap, ' napa kau nda tampar ia, mana kancang mu ah?' kali ku cakap, ' relax ja, mana buleh serbu urang skatiskati, aku tia yg salah. tunggu ia aga aku baru tah ku antam ia.' . HAHA. ;DDD awu wanted tuu anak tuu uleh boyfriend ku aand the gang, aku anak halal kaliah suka hatinya saja kan ngucap anak ampang. anak si elynn pun diucapnya juaa! si qairawani atu kali eh anak ampang. HAHAHA. iatah tuu ter'anak ampang' saja. awu, ampang ia karang uleh KAMI, relax saja ah, babi. mudahan tah hidup mu selamat. HAHAHAHA. ;DD planning kami sudah ni kan meng-ampang kan kau. relax! okay stop talking about her. then kami sefamily lepak dibawah pokok kelapa. HAHA. aku lah tuu yang kamu liat makan ayam lepak bawah pokok kelapa sama family ku. cool kali ahh lepak sama orang otai ani, pakai baju kurung lagi, wuhuu! \m/

tadi petang aku ngedate sama aduul. ontheway to jubli, kami teclashed sama si phaadilah. he didn't saw me. (: arrived at jubli, aduul aand I sat on a bench sambil tengok laut aand we hugged. angin lagi nyamaan. hee. ;D at six, we strolled around kbtown, we saw alfiaan. aku rasa macam kan teriaki ia wah tadi, tapi apa buleh buatkan, birthday girl inda buleh marah-marah. HAHAHA. ;DDD then, kami round2 around kb. then he stopped the car and parked the car infront of the library. kali, he gave me a huge teddy. the teddy is huge and cute. hee. (: aand the teddy pegang a love shape aand ada 'kiss me' written there. hee. then we kissed! awww! sweeet. then he sent me home. i'm happy tadi. (:

tadi night, my family and I dine-in in KFC. hee. aku beli the zinger punya handwatch! HAHA. sajasaja waa. (: then, tadi my dady gave me a small box. aand aku senyum saja manjang aand said thank you. hee. (: then at home I opened it. rupanya a top-up card. hee. ;DD yaay! happy lagi. (:

can't wait for my 5800 Xpress music! ;DDD aand can't wait for the prom night! hee. ;DD