condolence.

Al-fatihah to Mikaeel Abdullah@Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)


he's the king of pop that I adore when I was a kid. aand I just realised that he's preety. (: may you rest in peace, al-fatihah.



aand Al-fatihah to Haisah Binti Haji Alias. (July 15, 1961 - June 26 2009 at 7.50 pm)


`she's one of my favourite auntie. and such a great women. we ♥ you, babu Itam. may you rest in peace. =') al-fatihah.

friday the 26th.

today I went out with my parent to seria. we had our lunch at WYWY and went to a dry market. balik rumah, aku chat sekajap with rrugziel♥ and then kami nap. pasal I know ia pun tired keraja. hehe. ;D

after napping for 30minutes, I watched this indonesian drama which is I don't know what's the title. actornya handsome. namanya bayu kusumanegara(sukumanegara?) HAHAHA. lupa ku. tapi handsome. ia sweet arah sana, tapi at last ia mati. ='( what a sad ending. aku nangis!! aand aku curse time ia mati. HAHAHA. emotional melandaa!! ;p romantic ee! ia mati pasal ia ada tumour otak. ia mati time ia menari sama girlfriendnya, dancing dalam hearted shape lagi tuu. awww. sweet isn't it. nasib jua atu cerita saja. mun bebanar, nangis ku jua! pasal ia handsome. HAHA.




aand I ♥ this guy. HAHA. :DD

these days...

I've been so busy these days since the day I posted the last blog post. besides, ada stalker bahh. yeah! I feels uncomfortable. (:

these few days, kami selalu pergi ke hospital because one of my favourite auntie sedang bertarung nyawa in ICU. ='( don't leave me auntie. *sobb. her blood ada kuman aa. and she's unconcious now. aand her blood pleasure sometimes went up and down. aku watir. =\ let's just pray for her to get well soon. ♥

since we were gathering at the hospital these days lately. aku happy jumpa my two favourite cousin, syaafeecaa and jeekaa. siuk sama durang, because they are effin funny. HAHA. dan selalu membuat imaginasi saya berjalan-jalan. oh salah! i mean berjalan dengan lancar. HAHAHAHA. ;DD oh my! today I should sleepover at syaafeecaa's place tapi aku lupa. HAHA. nanti saja dang aa. y'know how the situation masa ani kan (:

ohh ohh, dengarbaca curhat ku ini! I effin ♥ this guy. (: and I know you're reading this. his name is si hati ku fallen angel♥. BE TERASA. ;p

aand dear, this is for you, myfallenangel. I wish I could turn back time and erase my mistakes that i've done a year back. I always wanted to be with you for the second time. aand I know you want too. (: you made me happy when we were together aand boy, you're different from the others. aku sayang kedikau, N♥(nama sebenar).


okaay, i'm getting so cheesy here HAAAA. malu eh! bah. kan tidur. tapi aku mau chat with this guy nama banarnya N♥ pulang, tapi nama tipunya si R♥. (: tapi now aku rasa ia di gadong. HAHA. he told me just now. (: abis ani saja ku misscall suruh online. because i'm effin miss him! mwaaa!

mengapa orang masa kini mudah terasa?

why nowadays people lakas terasa? I admit aku lakas terasa jua if my friends becakap. tapi ku tanya dulu,' kamu cakap pasal siapa kan?'. so that inda jadi kelahi. cuba tah ah, kamu kamu readers, if ada yang terasa, cuba tah tanya dulu. tanya cemani (minta kana ajar kali kamu ani, dang/wang.), ' kau cakap pasal siapa kan? aku kah? '. then baru tau aku cakap pasal siapa. see, ada yang malu now pasal aku bukan cakap pasal ia. lain-lain jua ku cakap pasal attitude, ia tah pulang yang terasa ani. example, 'si poklen', ia tah tu yang terasa. pasal mengapa nah? pasal ia poklen kali, iatah ia terasa atu. HAHAHAH. ;D


to all readers, if aku ada tersalah cakap kah, apa kah, yang buat kamu terasa sorry ah. lain kali aku straight forward saja if kan becakap. inda payah betapis. HAHAHAH. sama jua tu, sakit jua ati ulehnya if cakap inda betapis. iatah urang masa ani, salah salah! buat ani salah, buat atu salah. kau saja ngam. HAHAHA. (Y) bah, done. selamat hari raya.

saturday, I ♥

Tadi aku ke gadong. kan jumpa rugziel banarnya ni. tapi suddenly si boyfriend pun ke sana ku. sakit kepala memikirkan ah! HAHA. so I decide to meet rugziel. apa terjadi, jadi lah.

Masa ku waiting si rugziel di depan chill-v. I saw si boyfriend. Luckily he didn't saw me. HAHAHA. masa ia dapan nacho aku tarus berlari ke tangga belakang jollibee, turun ku. laju ku bejalan atu, hilang kalories ku ni. memang urang hairan meliat aku laju bejalan. LMAO! then, I saw rugziel tunggu aku dapan rizqun. so aku masuk ke kerita. and kami round-round. HAHA. pasal si boyfriend ada di mall ah. mun inda, meliat wayang sudah kami. HAHAHA. ;D astah, bedusa rasa ku. LOL! tapi inda jua apa-apa, bukan selalu pun kami hangout sama-sama. inda ja? HAHA. =D

shortened the story. abis jumpa rugziel, my mum nampak aku kiss. HAHAHA. tapi ia inda marah, perkara biasa. HAHAHA. ;DD janji aku pandai jaga diri. HAHAH. =p then, my mum and I meround mall mencari ka nisa and abg asyraf. and found.

before home, kami went to station minyak in jerudong. and ada this cute girl dalam kereta which is sebalah kereta kami, mengisi minyak jua. she was writing on a paper. andang ku agak dah yang ia mencatit plate number kami. ia waa cute usulnya. after ia mencatit, ia show kami ia punya note. basar lagi tu tulisannya, lakak-lakak kami sorang-sorang dalam kerita. cute eh! HAHA. kali ia kana marah uleh nini nya who was sitting next to her. then kami went home. kengalehan ah. LOL!

credits to myself.

Last two days, I decided to cut my fringe by my own. so, I cut it straight with a bit layer. LAWAAAA! haha. credits to myself.(Y)(Y)

on facebook, I saw this girl who used to claim herself that she hates me. 'EGP(emang gue pikirin!)' HAHAHA. ;D poklen usul mu dang. (: i don't effin hate her but i dislikes her. annoyingkelabitkelanjian! HAHAHAHA. =D siaal. nah! then, ada this friend of her add me. and ku bagi wall but she didn't reply. ngapa add mun inda reply? HAHAHA. kan stalking sajaa tuu. (= go ahead! i don't care. aand ani pun, if ia stalk. go ahead! HAHA. takut ku eh. :p

okay, that's all for now. malas ku kan talk nonsense here. nada guna. HAHA.

here's a list of people that i miss much
(special eh ada list):

`former schoolmates as in semua!
`rrynaa♥
`rrugziel♥♥
`mijaan♥
`vino♥
`adul♥
`phaadilah
`superman♥

saturdaay

ohhmaaygadd! today is the busiest day for me. my sister wakened me up at 7. she needed me to accompany her to wash her lovely car. shish! She distract my sweet dream. darn it! ada bunyi disc scratch lagi tuu arah mimpi ku masa ia banguni. HAHAHA. apakan. then, after cuci kereta, kami besiap apa. then we headed to my dad's office sekajap. after that we went to saint john's school to take my leaving certificate. Yet, it's unavailable. so I'll come back there by next month. (= then, we picked my mum at her office and headed to wywy for a breakfast. I met auntie diana. cantik ihh. HAHA. then, we went to LING'S BOUTIQUE. and I found this uber radd pink skinny jeans. aku mau beli!! tapi later, tunggu my mum abis kraja. HAHA. then, we sent my mum to her office. balik skajap. cuci rambut apa. because tadi pagi I was having my bad hair day, because babah ku ah begagas. LOL! so abis cuci rambut. my siblings si farah and kaka nisaa, and I went to seria. kami strolling liat baju. aand I saw my superman pakai kereta BMW putih. my godd! kan kerja kali ia. hehe. hott much! (: our first destination is the clothshop beside DQ. I was searching for coloured quarter pants. tapi nothing interest me there. yang ada interest me is those dress! lawa tu pakai prom. HAHA. then, we went to DQ beli oreo blizzard. then walked to plaza, arah tops. liat lagi baju. tapi inda ku minat. HAHAHA. then, kami went home. aand listened to persuit of viking by amon amarte sepanjang perjalanan. correct me if i'm wrong, dear readers. pasal aku inda berapa tau about this band. tapi aku suka lagunya. HAHA. aand I can growl balik. yaaay! HAHAHA. ♥ it much!

in the evening, we went to my uncle's house. ada barbeque, at first it was kinda fun, taking pictures is a must. HAHA. the excitement of meeting the merahbibir's. Whom is Syaafeecaa♥ aand Jackaa♥. then, kami went to petrol station and found superman!♥ he was busy and inda nampak aku, if pakai kereta mazda6 kaka baru ia meliat tuu. HAHAHA. ;DD then, we went back to my uncle's place and enjoy the food. finished makan, kami masuk dapur and we saw a bunch of guys. awal-awal iski, sudah ku nampak my ex si memo, inda tah ku iski. banci ku liat. HAHAHA. so aku inda keluar-keluar. so we just sat down quietly in the living room watching jangan tegur. my friends were right, the movie was lame. HAHA. ;DD then at twelve we all dismissed. HAHA. ;D
we were extremely exhausted and terus tidur.

i'm back.

it has been awhile I didn't post anything here. BEHABUK YO! HAHAHA. but now my phone's charger were fixed, so yeah! now is the time i'll blog sampai mati. LOL! I miss blogging so much! HAHA. ;D aand I miss my boyfriend even more. HAHAHA. my godd, i'm so addicted to facebook nowadays. aand guess what? yesterday, i was like approving the friend request. It's Batt's girlfriend were adding me. then suddenly, Ia bagi aku cakap! she was like, ' stay away from our life?'. apakan? macam aku ani gatal kan si Batt tah pulang. aand I was like bagi ia cakap. HAHAHA. tarus no reply arah wall. aand status comment. HAHAHA. kesian kau eh. pathetic much. adakah kelaie arah facebook? bodoh lah awak ni. ROTFLMAO. i actually don't like to curse urang, but she made me. SIAAAAAAL! HAHAHAHAHA. ;D okay then, malas ku kan ucap urang ani. HAHA. ;DD

omg! I gotta scars on my arm. because masa aku bangun tidur I danced dangerously on the floor without realising that the floor was slippery then aku tergelincir. jubur ku landing ke lantai! HAHAHA. ;D Pitbull's calle oche punya pasal! HAHAHA. I love that song much iatah ku KAMBANG tuu.

bad day.

guess what? few days ago, my phone charger's wire terputus. ahaha. macam what the hell?! LOL. so now aku rarely write blog sudah. haha. today, friday. will be the biggest day for ke tiqah. ia nikah, and yaay! im goin to syaafeeca's place later. now i'm at Panaga School where loads of foreigners study here. tapi this week durang cuti, so yeah! ambil kesempatan kan visit their school. the compond macam saint john's school's compound. and i like it. HAHA.

shop till drop!

31stMAY:

kami semua went to giant. yaaay! we departed after my mum went back home from the saloon. atuu, bataah kami menunggu. HAHAH. then we headed to lumut first, at my granny's place. adaa si syafiq! HAHA. will be posting his pictures in facebook. =p aand after chilling at my granny's place we headed to giant. and banyak hotties. HAHA. apakan. :D I bought fake eyelash lagi. HAHA. aand the needs. banyak kali ah! then masa on our way home, there were an accident infront of the Jerudong Park. three cars were involved. mercedez benz, tucson and a TRUCK! oh my. rawan hati ku meliat. because the workers in the truck tempiaran ah. mcm I saw the indian workers got a bandage on his head and blood on his shirt. aand ada lagi this siamese (maybe) workers, lay down on the road with blood all over his face. KESIAN KAN?! aand the truck macam tebalik. bad right? aand the tucson hancur arah bahagian dapan. also the mercedez benz jauh pelantingnya arah pukuk tapi inda seteruk those two vehicles. and aku macam trauma! HAHA. out. tapi banar rawan hati ku if teringat balik, like now. =( foreigner kali tu ah, ingat ku si vino. yuhh apaan. HAHA. then we went to wywy restaurant in tutong. and macam biasa, Aku order butter cream cheese prawn with rice. yummy! aand the worker atu liat-liat. I know ekau handsome. HAHA. nya urang dusun, MAGAK AYUH NYA. HAHAHA. apakan. then after that we went to this shop where I bought my new battery few days ago. Aku klentong kaling ah. aku tukar battery, pasal battery ku abis. HAHAHAHA! (6) nada wah! battery ku rusak bah yang ariatu ku beli arahnya. HAHA. iatah ku tukar. then keluar kadai aku happy. HAHA. then after that, we zoomed kerumah. and that was the very happy moment pasal aku happy with my family. (: